Troubleshooting

I feel like many times there are instances where you just think everything really isn't that bad in life, that, in fact, things are going just okay and you're living the good life (I like to think that I live the good life). And unfortunately, there are times when you are happy and satisfied with your current situation, only to have everything come crashing down as a sudden shock or outrage. You become shocked, upset, confused as to why something would happen, why someone would be willing to destroy your peaceful situation

It would be hard to find someone who has not experienced this betrayal of feelings. It's one of the worst things that can happen to me, regardless of the situation, and whenever this happens to me, I just want to curl up into myself and neglect the rest of the world. In the end, however, you realize that you are unable to live in isolation, that you are inherently destined to interact with other people, and then you venture out, starting again the cycle of human emotions

Why do people disappoint you? Why do you disappoint people? I guess it's because too many times we try to get everything we want, and in the process, you end up losing things. You try to grab everything all at once instead on focusing on the things that you should care about, and you end up disappointing the people you shun. I've disappointed people before. But at the same time, people have disappointed me, and it is in this disappointment that I break away. For me, disappointments are the same as a betrayal, and betrayals are irrevocable, and I never want to deal with them ever again